Yesterday wasn't the greatest. This is the end of my time being signed off sick with work related stress. Given how the NHS is supposedly so stretched, it's odd that they choose not to avoid sickness levels in their staff - but there you go.
I don't have the inclination to go into all the reasons why I'm not happy with the situation - but suffice it to say, I don't think I've been treated fairly and my work clearly has not been valued in the way it should have been. It's one of these workplaces where people who are lazy or cut corners are rewarded, and those who work hard and do a good job are treated badly or let go. It's totally the wrong way round, and I don't understand how it's allowed to happen.
Yesterday I spoke to my line manager about coming back to work. I'm not going back to the department which caused me the problems (hurrah!). However, the thought of going back has made me feel teary and anxious, which isn't a good thing.
However, I do have some things to cheer me up:
|Wednesday's haul from the charity shop|
|Thursday's package. Yes, we do have an underground bedspread. All the best people do.|
Whilst on the phone, these arrived. Not all were for me; some were for Mr Knitty. This package included books from Oxfam; radios and trains for Mr Knitty, knitting for me. All my books were from the 50s, back when measurements were in imperial, and illustrations looked like this:
|Illustrations from Odhams Knitting Encyclopaedia|
|Schematic from The Complete Knitting Book, by Marjorie Tillotson|
The bottom package was my (slightly drunken) Amazon purchase from New Year's Eve. During the Design Your Own Lace class last year, Karie Westerman made mention of the stitch dictionaries by Barbara G. Walker - so they were on the wish list, and they are glorious.
Today I finished knitting a hat for Mr Knitty. It's slightly loose on him, but he says that's OK. I had to let it swing, to try and untwist the yarn - and it was slightly hypnotic to watch.
|Pattern - Invisicrown by Sockmatician|
Yarn - Regia, double knit.
Right 2018, I've actually managed to achieve something. I feel far more prepared for whatever Monday brings. Bring it on!